Vickarieo's Thought Patterns

Looking at the,

Lusting after,

Thinking about the,

What could be done to get after,

All the girls I thought about like,

24/7 day and night,

If

She could be my girl,

She could be my wife,

Like her smile,

Her hips,

With those eyes,

And that hair,

She walks with a wine,

Can stare at her about,

All my life time,

An i do the same with every beauty I see,

Is it the shallowness in me to find?

Wanted them all to be my favorite valentine,

But the distance in time between are age,

Slowed the gauge,

As quick as the breaks pause,

A dirt-bag who breaks life’s laws,

Know knocking my one cause,

Like the storm they caused me to take frequent showers,

Like the bomb they told me I would blow up,

When war began they did not try to show up,

Invisible markers,

I didn’t know that the line was crossed,

X-ed off the plan what was the cause?

Thought they all loved me,

Stuck in a fantasy without flaws.

Rebel with no boss,

Broke into my ego,

Whilst my mind defy newton’s laws,

She is all the cause.

Shoe glued on a ledge,

Nothing to break my fall,

Don’t push me off the edge,

Promise that you won’t call,

Because if he’s not me I rather not know at all,

If I can’t be him I’d rather…….

Cease to exist,

Stop my approach, 

Redirect myself to the exit-stage left,

Where the fans don’t switch after the ball was fumbled,

So much more than over you like the thought had overflown,

Scratch the words that were mumbled,

You were ditched like that house with the grass overgrown,

Change them words to “I love who?”

There isn’t the slightest chance I would love you,

Ugh!

Now I’m loathing to love,

One who was pure as a dove,

But has lost her luster in the eye I behold,

Some might call me cold,

Less will show respect,

For the feelings I neglect,

Just to keep in check,

What they don’t notice,

Ever so sure that they know this, 

Real eyes, realize, real lies!

Vanity hears no cries,

Shallowness is only for other guys,

An at the end of the days,

The good dies young,

But what the good die from?

-heartbreak

No condition to be driving home,

However, on the back road, black road,

With the one red bar blinking on my phone,

Added to the lengthy distance away from home,

Seems to be the perfect position to die alone,

Only others on this road have all been towed, tossed and discarded,

Driving ridiculously outrageously retarded,

My mind has been bombarded,

With rampant thoughts of a jarhead,

In this war there is only one winner at the end,

For the moment the laughs will continue to blend with the cries,

Living in a sham that was shrouded by lies,

Within the sham held the biggest surprise,

A fake, we were all bamboozled,

Clap clap, applause as the audience,

Draws the attention away from the screen,

That held the image up on a glass tavern,

Which shattered when you threw the towel in,

Gifted we priced the time that was spent at a quarter trillion,

Don’t mean to be a villain,

But someone had to die to make this much of a killing!

Please don’t deceive thee,

Please don’t make it  this easy,

Please don’t break,

Please don’t apologize for the weight,

Please don’t understand that this was more than you could have take,

Please don’t let the fruit fall from the tree before it shakes, 

Please don’t let them know my faith, 

Please don’t tell me that about them, not them

Please don’t let them all really be fake,

Please don’t for the goodness of sake, 

Please don’t obstruct peace, 

Please don’t support the beast,

So that the war can cease,

Please don’t reside in the west,

But move to the east,

Please don’t run,

Please don’t think its not true,

Please don’t believe it can’t start with you,

Please don’t let the slytherin slither swiftly striaghtforword through the door,

Please don’t tell me you love me once more,

Please don’t try to chip away the ice,

Please don’t mistake my kindness as attempts on your attention,

Please don’t stare like now is the intervention,

Please don’t reprehend all of the thoughts conjugated for the mind to lose,

PLEASE DON’T BELIEVE anything portrayed on the news,

Please don’t ask me to sin again,

Please don’t not spread the word to a friend,

But, with out hesitation over again,

Please do understand that this is the end